Last night was interesting. After I posted my last message here I think I had a minor breakdown. I actually called my parents and cried. Everything just seems to be too much to handle. What worries me is that if I can't handle things now when I'm only moderately busy with school, work, and other obligations what's going to happen when I'm actually facing real pressures in the work world.

My Dad actually told me that he thinks I need a vacation and told me that I should "go mooch off Mark for a while" in Taiwan or go on a cruise once schools out. Of course I would love to do that but $$$? So anyways I'm going to look into the possibility of going to visit R and S in Holland in May once school is done and just before work starts. I'm not really sure how I'll pull this off but we'll see. I found out that I'll be making significant coin if I get hired with X company so I'm not really going to worry about where I get the cash, it'll happen.

So my Dad is coming down to have supper with me tonight. I'm looking forward to visiting with him. Hopefully it'll help me to calm down a little.