After much the usual roller-coaster ride that is my company's way of doing anything; today I was told I would be staying on site at least until the end of March. I'm not actually getting my hopes up that I will be released at that point either though, quite honestly. I fully expect that when that time comes around I'll be "asked" to stay on until the end of the project (who knows when that will be).

I'm really not even sure what to feel about this. I do know that my depression has escalated since the announcement today. I desperately need to get home so I can get to my Naturalpath.

I am trying to remember the good in this situation of which there is a lot. First off I still have a secure, high paying job. Many people would go to great lengths to secure what I've been given. Second, I enjoy the people I work with and am enjoying learning some new things with my job. Third I have just that many more pay cheques that I'm able to put away now.

This job has given me opportunities I never would have dreamed of. I've been able to travel, enjoy the finer things in life and spend a good deal of time with people who are important to me that I wouldn't otherwise have been able to see as much. So with these thoughts in mind I'm going to go to bed and wake up with a better outlook in the morning.