I feel sick. I'm shaking and my lunch is having a hard times staying down. Everything's kind of gone to shit but theres a good chance at salvage. This morning the other company called again wondering what the hell had happened to me and this time I just couldn't not answer. So after telling them that I still couldn't give them an answer they told me they were sorry but they guessed they'd have to start looking elsewhere.

I decided to stay calm and wait for Big Bosses reply as he'd promised me an answer today. Well he called about an hour ago and told me that he was sorry but despite his best efforts there was nothing he could do as his Vice-President couldn't grasp what he was talking about. He then told me that I would probably do well at the other company and that he knew where to find me in a year or so if I'd still be interested at that time.

My blood ran cold.

I stood in my room in shock trying to figure out what my next move would be. I called my friend at the other company and asked her if she thought it was to late to still go for the job. She said that she didn't think so but that the Boss who was to do the hiring had just left to get on a plane. I called his cell and he said that they were just closing the door and that he couldn't meet with me until Monday now. So thank God he was still willing to talk to me.

This game of playing companies against each other is very dangerous and the stakes are high. I seriously don't recommend it to anyone... unless they're going to come out with a much higher paying job that is!

Pray for me!