Monday, February 27, 2006

Fuck You for Coming Here!

I’m having a hard time keeping my cool tonight.  I’m not even sure what set me off but I realized just how frustrated I was when I caught myself swearing at the top of my lungs at The Apprentice tonight.  No reason at all for me to get that frustrated over a TV show.  Then The Baron walked in and pronounced that it was the stupidest show on TV and I just about went off on him to!

I’m contemplating going to Calgary this weekend.  The Baron is driving up on Friday and I would stay with my friend Sarah and then fly home on Sunday.  I was originally thinking about going to Vancouver but Peter is going through some stuff and I don’t think it would be good for me to be around.  Mostly because he may have an effect on me.  So I’m contemplating going to Calgary even though I know that I really can’t afford it but I really need to get the hell out of here again.

This week I’m hardly working.  Lots of free time, I don’t work tomorrow or Friday and the other two days I only work about half a day.  Even though this should sound great I do not like the fact that I’ve got all this time to sit around thinking.

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