Sunday, January 08, 2006

Ping Pong

Went to Steve’s Ping Pong event tonight and I really tried to have a good time and actually did end up enjoying it.  The event totally drove home how much I don’t ‘fit’ in that group though.  All the guys there were either my Dad’s age or slightly older or were close to my age (within 10 years) and had wives and kids waiting for them at home.  All great guys but I seriously didn’t fit.

  I’m smiling as I write this because my typical response to this situation would be to dwell upon how unfair life was and how much things sucked but tonight I’m comfortable in the understanding that I’m right where I should be.  For whatever reason I find myself here and you know what… it’s a reasonably good place to be.  Slightly lonely at times but it’s important to remember that the only constant in life is change.  

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