Sunday, December 18, 2005

The Christmas Season

The Christmas season is generally hard on people.  I feel like the Christmas Season is out to get me.  I’m not sure what it is about Christmas but I think it’s all the happy expectations that people put on it that really doesn’t give this poor season a chance.  If it’s not that it’s seeing all the happy people who have each other.  I’m really doing my best to look at Christmas as a non-threatening entity but it’s been rather tough.  Today something just set me off and I really wish that it could all be over with.  That and I’d really like to just go to sleep (and never wake-up but that’s another issue altogether) and wake up when it was all over.  Sitting here right now and re-reading that I realize how incredibly selfish and pathetic that sounds but hey we can all dream can’t we?  

Bah, there are just a couple things that are really bugging me today and I think that I’m pretty tired to so that’s it.  Good night.

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