Ugh, I forgot to take my vitamins today and I've just felt like crap all day. I'm even surprised at how much forgetting to take these things screws my system up. By 9 this morning I was feeling it.

I FINALLY got the leather properly replaced on The Focus today. The leather on my drivers seat has been slowly cracking for months now and making me crazy. So I took it into my friendly local Ford dealer (who I won't name) to get it fixed. Three visits later it has finally been done to my liking (and even now I'm not thrilled about the creases but I suppose it'll have to do). Seriously though it really shouldn't be that hard to replace a seat.

Well it's finally happened. Matthew and his girlfriend are engaged. From the picture that was sent out I'm assuming that she proposed to him. This was totally expected.

As absolutely thrilled as I am for them I have to say that getting the message was somewhat depressing on a personal level. When I dwell on it, in so many ways it seems that EVERYONE is moving onward and upward with their lives while I rot in Vernon. I know this isn't forever but... sometimes it feels like it. God if only things had been different... but hey, they wern't and will never be now. I have to cling to the hope and thought that there is more to this life for me. There are great things in store for me... just wish I knew what and when. Meh...