Sometimes life just seems so empty. You can try and fill it up with things, party's, alcohol, people, etc. but there is always that something else missing. What is it? My Christian upbringing would lead me to believe that it is God... but this feeling existed even while I was in the depths of spirituality. What brings these thoughts on tonight? I just returned home from the Management Christmas party for the store and after watching the majority of the management team get increadibly intoxicated I excused myself and drove home. As I slid my butt onto the cold leather of the driver seat my eye's darted up to my cell, which was attached to my visor, in the desperate hope that someone... anyone had left me a message. Did someone miss me? Was someone wanting to hear my voice? Does anyone care? Not tonight. No messages. Of course this is indicative of the emptieness that I feel my life holds right now. Gee no one called me on a Tuesday night while I was out at a party with about 30 people in attendance. Once again even though surrounded by people I was alone. I am... alone.