I'm in a total state of turmoil right now emotions are sloshing around and spilling out all over the place. I'm angry, depressed, frusterated, and just fed up with life as it is at this point. When will things ever straighten out. When will I be able to accept myself for the fucked up loser that I am and when will my family quite trying to impose their ideas of what my life is supposed to look like. ARGH! Angry... so angry. STOP MANIPULATING ME!