Feeling somewhat unsettled right now. I'm wondering if I'll be able to accomplish anything that I need to to be successful. You know those moods you get when you feel like anything is possible and you'll be able to accomplish anything? I'm not in one of those right now. I feel like I'm on The Apprentice every single day of my job. It's not a nice feeling especially when the final outcome is so undecided. I really feel that the company lied to us or at least purposely mislead us in telling us where we would be placed at the end of the training program. We were originally lead to believe that after the training program we would be placed in executive positions in a store. Now my understanding is that we will be placed in a store at a Sales Manager's position. Now there is nothing wrong with that but it is a lower position than was originally indicated. The point was brought up the other night by one of my fellow trainee's that we are already being paid more than a Sales Manager would generally make so are we going to be asked to accept pay cuts once things are figured out or is something else going to happen? I'm not sure. All I know is that it's going to be a frosty day when someone asks me to take a pay cut.

So yes feeling a little disjointed tonight. I did find out that Mom and Dad are planning on coming for a visit. They will be here on Tuesday night, spend the day with my on Wednesday and then leave that night. It's gonna be a very quick trip but I think that'll be the best kind.