Today was my day off. I used it very productively. I went to Vernon and got my hair streaked again... it's REAL blonde now! It's funny but I realized that I'm really very vain and quite selfish. With the wedding weekend coming up I have been really into my appearance. Sad but true. The Sunday wedding I'm not all that worried about but for some reason the Saturday wedding has me thinking thoughts like... "I have got to make sure that all those people I went to school in Alberta with know that I'm doing SO much better than they are!" I have to look better than them, appear more sucessful, and just be wittyer, funnier, and more popular in general. What is wrong with me. Am I really this shallow? And why is it that it's this wedding in particular that I feel I have to put on this show for?

The Sunday wedding I'm just looking forward to in general.

Tonight I spent the evening with Janet. We're both sad that we only have about two and a half weeks left within which to spend time together. I'm really going to miss that girl. I don't know if I would have made it this year without her. Time moves on though and good friends remain good friends for a long time. She told me tonight that I'm going to be the MC at her wedding! I'm completely relieved that, that doesn't look to be happening anytime soon.