Crossroads are an interesting place to stand. Many decisions in life have the power to dramatically alter the course of your life's path. One day you think you have life all planned out and your going places the next day your trying to claw your way back to a place where things make sense. Gasping for a taste of 'reality'. Of course reality is somewhat dependent upon your perspective of reality and what that is for you. All through life you bob along thinking that your an orange. A nice smooth perfectly round orange. Your happy being an orange... or so you think. Then one day you happen upon a mirror and the mirror clearly shows you that your a banana! What the hell? How did I become a banana? People who know you start to say things like 'I always thought you were a banana but was never really sure!' Now your worried if the people that are important to you will understand that you really are a banana and are quite happy being one. Reality... weird.