I am so sick of feeling like an outsider. What is it with me. Maybe I'm just picking the wrong people to talk to. In the past two weeks at church I have gone up and initiated conversations with people that I don't know and have been completely amazed that they say "hi" followed up with "I'm going to go talk to a friend over there!" I absolutely cannot believe it. To say I was stunned would almost be putting it mildly. Actually in retrospect I'm pretty sure that's it's the people at church's issue as opposed to mine. At the coffee shop, that I frequent, today I had a fantastic conversation with a sociology major I had not previously known for oh about 2 hours. Take that you snobby church bastards.

The stuff the Dr. gave me finally kicked in and the headache is finally gone. I've been doing just lovely the past couple of days. Right now I'm feeling pretty tired though, which always brings me down a couple of levels. My friend P is coming over and we're going to watch Adam Egoyan's Ararat. I hope that it lives up to all the hype. I have no idea what it's about so I hope that it's good.

farewell cruel cyber-world. Until the dawn!

Current Music - Loreena McKennitt, the book of secrets