So as I noticed that my blogging is getting more and more depressing and my friends kept mentioning that something had changed in me I fully realized that I was likely going through a period of depression again. This morning I fully realized it when I woke up and didn't want to get out of bed and then the rest of the day was spent trying to avoid people and trying not to cry when I was speaking to people. I made an appointment with my Naturalpath. Thank God I got an appointment for tomorrow. So by the end of the week I should be back to my lovely self.

Last night I went down to the Bean Scene desperately hoping that my friend the random lady would be there. She was! We had a fantastic two hour conversation. She is just such an interesting lady and always wants to talk. I am very glad that I started talking to her. Our conversations are always so interesting.

Today I came to the realization that if I want to go traveling in Europe after school is done I don't have to do it for a year. I think that I will work for the summer, buy a ticket and travel around Europe for about a month in September. I'm kind of excited about the prospect. The fact that it's a short term plan leaves me feeling much better about the whole thing than if it were a long term plan. I can travel then come home, move to Vancouver or California and then start a Career. Oh, the opportunities. I think it's interesting that I have so many options open to me that they collectively scare the hell out of me and seem very overwhelming. Does this happen to everyone or just me?